Thursday, May 8, 2014
I haven't always been this way..
It's crazy to look back on my life and think I have always thought I was bigger than I should be. I look back on those pictures from highschool, early college, hell, even two years ago and wish I could slap my old self for being insecure. What I thought was bad then, is beautiful to me now. I'm hoping to avoid continuing this routine. The pictures of me now are bad, but I don't want to see them in 2 years and think I looked good. That would mean I've gained MORE weight. Who I am now has to be my absolute max. One day I'll get back to my smaller sizes, but instead of feeling ashamed of myself, I will own it.